So I kind of hate my life and start getting depression nowadays and have the temptation to jump down a bridge or jump into the sea I thought nobody would care about me since I'm like transparent human or something in their eyes .
Yeah , so I'm suffering all these alone and I didn't think anyone would assist me and go through this rough patch of life . The life of an idiotic and worthless teenager I suppose . I didn't want to seek help from anybody because I just think they might just ignore me and be like "Its not even my business why should I care ? Get off I have better things to do in my life than counseling a piece of junk here ."
So I didn't ask anyone for advice . Nobody at all . My friends should have seen my obvious depression aka desperation now but they don't seem to give a damn about me and instead , it was the online friends I have . Even thought we've not met each other , they actually kind of cheered me up and to my surprise ( really really surprise and touched ) , they were worried about me .
During difficult times , you'll get to see who are your true and sincere friends . I understood this quote , finally :) . A thousand friends who will only see you when they need help or when you success is not even as good as a friend who will understand you , care for you , cry with you and feel your emotions .
I'm self-centered , I know . Because I'm the only child in the family and they shower me with all the love and concern more than the others would probably have . That built up my selfishness and I began to be more greedy . Ever heard of this : 得寸进尺？ Yeah so basically its that meaning . After getting something , you would be greedy and yearn for more . More and more . Your greed will never be satisfied .
I must give those true friends a big thank you . I love you all ^^
See Yoseob there ? I love him okay :D
So bad to me , so bad to me oh girl you're like a Caffeine <3 This is the best MV ever (Y) My heart goes out to him after seeing this picture T_T
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