Ugh tests

Hello!!! I'm having a test tomorrow and I seriously just feel like giving up now. Instead of revising, I blog to talk about how nervous I am omg ;n; I just can't seem to get anything into my head and I can't understand anything. Those questions in the practice papers are like those that are totally unrelated to the topic and I just???1!??? I feel like flipping the table right now cries cause I still have another major exam coming up in two weeks. Truth be told, my first year here is not really going well. 

Idk about this but I've never really analyzed my own character? Like I always analyze and observe others but I don't know who I am. Isn't that pathetic, seeing through others but never yourself. I just checked the teachers' comments about my last term's performance. Well most of them about how I should really put in effort to achieve better grades etc. There was only two that specifically explained about my behavior in class. One of them said the typical one, strive for progress, able to think critically blah blah blah. I've seen enough of that throughout my six years  in primary school alright, not a surprise in any way. As for the other teacher, she said that I'm actually a smart person, just that I'm not outspoken and tend to keep all the things to myself, like doesn't unleash my hidden skills? I don't know anything, I feel so lost. 

Well this is going to be the end of the blogpost today, I'm so frustrated now I have to go back to studying. Just please please please please let me pass this oh god bless your beautiful souls.